*Sing-song voice* She's baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!

What's up everybody? wow, February 2007 already, and my last post was in AUGST 2006. Damn! Well guess what. I'm back with more stories, bithciness, and of course, requests for comments and requests! Haha. So anyway. I hate to start you off with something sappy, but I've had this written since June 12, 2006, and I'm FINALLY finised typing, so I thought I would post it! Reviews, please!!

xOxo Kendra

Title: Ever the Same
Rating: R
Pairing: Madden Twins
Genre: abuse/angst/rape/songfic
P.O.V.: Benji (2nd)
Summary: The only thing Benji wants is to stay the same as his twin brother. But what happens when it's more than he bargained for?


( Forever In Me, Ever the Same )

Ok. I know I haven't updated anything in a REALLY long time, and I apologize for that. Things have been CRAZY!

BUT

Just for rones_scones, I'm going to update! Yay! haha.

Title: A Long Way from Home
Pairing: Benji/Joel, Joel/Billy/, Tony/Benji
Rating: Hard R (NC-17 ish) overall
Genre: smut/humor/language/suspense/angst/romance/some self harm (but VERY little)
P.O.V.: switches between Benji (1st person) and Joel (1st person) every chapter. Sometimes it’s the narrator in 3rd person. Sometimes Jere, Matt, Billy, or Tony will be thrown in there.
Summary: They were separated at 17, changed, and brought back together at the age of 18. Can Benji and Joel overcome their differences to help each other with their problems?
Author’s Note: Nothing in this story is relevant at all. The ages are different, what bands are out are different, Benji is taller then Joel in here…nothing is the same.

( Into the Rush )

Title: Memories of Yesterday
Pairing: Benji Madden/Marissa Jacobs (OFC)
Rating: R
Genre: death/angst/drama/romance/fluff
P.O.V.: Benji
Summary: Memories of yesterday can be enough to destroy someone’s life...

( The Beginning )

Title: Happy Birthday Baby
Pairing: Madden Twins/Johnny Depp
Rating: NC-17
Genre: smut/humor/voyeurism
P.O.V.: Johnny (1st)
Summary: Benji wants one thing for his birthday, and Joel will do anything to make his lover happy.

( Here To Please )

This is a short story that I wrote FOREVER ago, and JUST typed in an hour. Enjoy!!

Title: Hate Every Beautiful Day
Pairing: Billy Martin/David Desroisers
Rating: PG
Genre: drama/fluff
P.O.V.: Narrator/Billy (1st person)
Summary: Everything's feeling unclear. I wish it was raining, because I hate every beautiful day

( All I Know I Will Never Know )

Title: A Long Way from Home
Pairing: Benji/Joel, Joel/Billy/, Tony/Benji
Rating: Hard R (NC-17 ish) overall
Genre: smut/humor/language/suspense/angst/romance/some self harm (but VERY little)
P.O.V.: switches between Benji (1st person) and Joel (1st person) every chapter. Sometimes it’s the narrator in 3rd person. Sometimes Jere, Matt, Billy, or Tony will be thrown in there.
Summary: They were separated at 17, changed, and brought back together at the age of 18. Can Benji and Joel overcome their differences to help each other with their problems?
Author’s Note: Nothing in this story is relevant at all. The ages are different, what bands are out are different, Benji is taller then Joel in here…nothing is the same.

( Alone Again )

THIS one hasn't been posted yet! haha. Enjoy!

Title: So Sue Me
Pairing: Joel/Jeremiah
Rating: hard R
Genre: angst/self harm/rape/drama/flashbacks/violence/death
P.O.V.: Jere (1st), Joel (1st)
Summary: Joel has experienced more in his life then any human being should have to, and he begins to lose touch with reality. When his best friends step in intervene, Joel desperately tries to pull himself together—but in only 24 hours. After failing, Joel is taken to see Jeremiah, a well known psychiatrist who just might be Joel’s last hope for sanity...and love.

( “Just )

Again-if it's posted already I apologize.

Title: So Sue Me
Pairing: Joel/Jeremiah
Rating: hard R
Genre: angst/self harm/rape/drama/flashbacks/violence/death
P.O.V.: Jere (1st), Joel (1st)
Summary: Joel has experienced more in his life then any human being should have to, and he begins to lose touch with reality. When his best friends step in intervene, Joel desperately tries to pull himself together—but in only 24 hours. After failing, Joel is taken to see Jeremiah, a well known psychiatrist who just might be Joel’s last hope for sanity...and love.

( “Just )

I have NO idea if this was posted. If it was, bear with me and move on. LOL.

Title: So Sue Me
Pairing: Joel/Jeremiah
Rating: hard R
Genre: angst/self harm/rape/drama/flashbacks/violence/death
P.O.V.: Jere (1st), Joel (1st)
Summary: Joel has experienced more in his life then any human being should have to, and he begins to lose touch with reality. When his best friends step in intervene, Joel desperately tries to pull himself together—but in only 24 hours. After failing, Joel is taken to see Jeremiah, a well known psychiatrist who just might be Joel’s last hope for sanity...and love.

( “Just )

Title: Kiss Me, Kill Me
Pairing: Uh oh...I can’t tell you because I changed them!
Rating: Probably R....
Genre: angst/death/language/suspense
P.O.V.: It varies. Before the stars it is one person, after the stars it is a second person.
Summary: I can't watch them anymore. I love him...he can't have him. He's mine. I've loved him longer...he doesn't deserve to live...Soon enough, he will be mine...
Author’s Note I have to warn you that this is a tad but bloody, and it might be confusing but everything makes sense in the end. Enjoy!

( ‘Twisted’ )

Title: Coming Clean
Pairing: Benji/Joel
Rating: hard R
Genre: smut/language/humor
P.O.V.: Narrator (3rd person)
Summary: We’re coming clean...
Author’s Note: Everything that is in parenthesis is my opinion. If you don’t like it...ignore it, I guess.

( It Would Have Come out Sooner or Later! )

Title: I’ll Meet You at the Door
Pairing: Benji/Tony/Billy
Genre: smut/language/PWP
P.O.V.: Billy (1st person)
Summary: Tony made a comment a while ago, and now Benji’s acting on that...with Billy’s help.
Author’s Note: This fic was inspired by the following line from “LaLa” by Ashlee Simpson...

( I’ll be a French Maid When I Meet You at The Door )

GRR.
Ok. I'm tired and a bit pissy, so I figured I'd relieve some stress and post something.
Now, I gotta tell you.
This post doesn't contain a story.
This is all the story ideas I've come up over the past, like, year. So be warned. There are a LOT.
((this is why they are under a cut))
So. I want to know which stories you readers would like to see, and then I will do my best to work on them quickly and post them as fast as I can.
I'm going to post the title, the pairing, a summary, and what type of story it is. (i.e. chapter, songfic, etc.)
Ok?
Here we go.

( Make Sure You Have Time and a Comfy Seat )

I wrote this a few days ago and I really like it. I hope you people do too! It's a bit short, but oh well.

Title: Someday
Pairing: Billy/Tony
Rating: R
Genre: angst/language/death
P.O.V.: Billy (2nd)
Summary: Billy comes home to an absolutely hysterical Tony. Unable to get his attention, Billy chases Tony as he leaves. What follows next is the most horrific thing Billy has ever seen.

( How the Hell Did We Wind up like This? )

( Emotions Theme )

For OC prompt community. Oh yes--MORE STORIES!

and for slash_100 : Joel/Seb

I wrote this a few days ago, and even though it's a bit late, I wanted to post it.

Title: New Year’s Kiss
Pairing: Joel/Tony
Rating: PG-13
Genre: angst/romance
P.O.V.: Joel (1)
Summary: Joel’s liked Tony for so long. His New Year’s wish was to get just one kiss. Will it come true? Or will he get more than he bargained for?

( Look Out At the Crowd and See What’s Going Down )

Title: We’re Not Taping This, Are We?

Pairing: Benji/Joel

Rating: NC-17

Genre: humor/PWP/smut/voyeurism

P.O.V: Joel (1^st), Narrator (3^rd)

Summary: Benji and Joel go to the MTV studios for a meeting that was supposed to be at 10 am. But there are two problems: the meeting was moved back an hour and the twins forgot to set their clocks back! What happens when the twins get there two hours early, and Benji is horny?

( Uh Oh…Here We Go Now )

So I found this standalone I wrote a LOOOOONG time ago, and I figured I would post it. I altered it slightly, and I think it came out good.

Title: Overwhelming

Pairing: Tony/Benji

Rating: PG-15

Genre: DRAMA/language

P.O.V.: Benji (1)

Summary: It’s just so overwhelming…these feelings that I have…I can't do this anymore.

 

( Not Ready )

This is it, boys and girls! The FINAL chapter of Realization. I've worked really hard on this story, and I wanna especially dedicated this to __dyingforyou because she was the first person to read this and give me good feedback. Thanx girl!

Chapter 12: Make the Most of This

( Every New Beginning Comes From Some Other Beginning's End )

Alright...so this is Chapter 11 of REALIZATION....for anyone that remembers this forgotten story. LOL. I decided that after this next chapter I'm going to stop the story. I lost my muse and I just can't come up with anything anymore. You can try and convince me otherwise, but....who knows....

Title: Realization

Pairing: Benji and Joel
Rating: NC-17
Summary: A night out turns into the beginning of a beautiful, sexy relationship.

Disclaimer: I don't own them. I wish I owned Tony, though....that'd be fun...TOTAL FICTION!

 

( Find Out Games That We'll Love to Play )